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A Bible Study in a Duffle Bag

Frozen in place, the three of us stared wide-eyed at each other. His haggard appearance told me that the trip had not been easy. Now our friend, Larry, and I huddled together for whispered conversation in our kitchen while the children slept upstairs. This discussion was not for their ears.

Backstory:

In 1977 our organization, Cru® (Campus Crusade for Christ International®) asked Larry and me to go live covertly—live a double life—behind the Iron Curtain in communist Poland.

Those were the bitterly cold days of the frigid Cold War. Missionary activity, illegal under that atheist government, required rigorous tactics. And, Cold War food shortages complicated domestic matters. Strict rationing, empty shelves, and long lines made meal planning daunting. Facing these economic challenges within the communist system became an ongoing challenge for our growing family of five.

This story brings you into our kitchen and into our lives.

Frozen in place, the three of us stared wide-eyed at each other. His haggard appearance told me that the trip had not been easy. Now our friend, Larry, and I huddled together for whispered conversation in our kitchen while the children slept upstairs. This discussion was not for their ears.

On the previous cold, nasty Friday afternoon, Wiesiek boarded a bus, duffle bag in hand, and left the city. Not for a moment did we naively dismiss the seriousness of his journey, and throughout the weekend we thought of him often. His wellbeing weighed heavily upon us. We knew his whereabouts; we knew his undertaking. If caught in this criminal activity, our friend would suffer certain punishment.

Now on this Sunday evening, at long last, he was back! Desperate questions hung in the air: “Was the trip successful?” “Did anyone act suspicious?” “Was he ever followed?”

As stated, the severity of food shortages in Poland in the ’70s and '80s, dictated that extreme measures be taken—meat had to be purchased on the black market. Our friend Wiesiek’s cousin knew a farmer, and the farmer agreed to sell one of his steers, provided someone else would transport the meat. To protect each party involved, every detail had to be kept from nosy prying eyes.

Wiesiek picked a weekend with freezing temperatures (to prevent spoilage) and left his own family to travel by public transportation to the village.

Wiesiek selected a weekend with freezing temperatures (to prevent spoilage) and left his own family in the city to travel by public transportation to the village. Once on-site, our friend made the rendezvous with his cousin, who subsequently introduced him to the farmer. The farmer kept his word, honored the commitment, and—for the agreed-upon hefty price in cash—handed over the fresh meat.

Whew.

But Wiesiek still faced the return trip to Warsaw, where his family—and ours—nervously waited. He must transport himself and the cargo to its final destination without being stopped, questioned, fined, or arrested.

After schlepping his baggage into the outside compartment of the bus, our colleague boarded the crowded public transportation, found his seat inside, and set his sights toward the last leg of this clandestine journey. Several hours later, to everyone’s great relief, he made it back!

Now with Wiesiek inside from the bitter cold and in our midst, my burning question had to be asked; I simply could not wait any longer.

“Where is the meat?” “Where is the beef you traveled so far to purchase?”

Here. Here in the duffle bag.
— Wiesiek

With that, he stepped back, pointed downward, and said, “Here. Here in the duffle bag.” Throughout the conversation, this bulging meat-filled bag had stood unobtrusively between us on the linoleum floor!

As if on cue, with reverential respect, Wiesiek knelt down, opened his battered brown companion, and gently pulled out—piece by piece—the contents, our designated portion of “the project.”

Shock gave way to wonder as I stared at God’s provision: “And my God shall supply all of your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus.”
— Philippians 4:19

Shock gave way to wonder as I stared at God’s provision: “And my God shall supply all of your needs according to His riches in glory in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 4:19). A Bible Study in a Duffle Bag—not in theory or concept, not in assumption or presupposition. No. Right before my eyes was a Bible Study, a realization of faithfulness from the Hand of God. And, painted in the picture was Wiesiek, one who exemplified the words of Proverbs 18:24b, “There is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.”

In the years to follow, over and again, God demonstrated His generous character and His Word became my personal testimony: “I have never seen the righteous forsaken or their children begging for bread” (Psalm 37:25). Despite barren stores and empty shelves, even during the ongoing severe communist economic crises, not once did we go hungry; not once did we miss a meal. Throughout, God used people like Wiesiek to help us. Food Angels, don’t you think, Food Angels who delivered A Bible Study in a Duffle Bag.

Living With Eternal Intentionality®

Put yourself in Wiesiek’s place. How would you have felt, risking punishment, to help these foreigners?

When have you seen God surprise you by providing for your needs? Did He use other people?

When has He used you to be the provision of blessing for someone else?

From My Heart

This post from my dear friend Audra is shared with permission.

I have greatly hesitated in writing this post, and I have a hard time articulating why. One reason is that I feel like it draws attention to my minor inconvenience in a sea of suffering, destruction, death, and loss that all of Ukraine is feeling right now. My whole community, my whole country, is experiencing bitter loss. Another reason is that I am afraid to make myself look spiritual, but I am a broken, sinful person struggling through life to be what God wants me to be.

But I write . . .

In March 2019, I sensed the world was irreversibly changing, and I prayed that God would give me a garden. God answered my prayer and gave me a "garden" that happened to have a house with three bedrooms. This made it possible for our children to each have their own bedroom and for us to work more comfortably at home through times of quarantine. God gave us this house as clearly as if He wrapped it Himself and placed it in my lap; it was so clear to us that it was God's doing. And with the gift He also gave me this verse from Job 1:20b as though it was written on an accompanying card:

"The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised."

With the message of this verse, I accepted His gift to me, this incredibly beautiful spot that filled me with joy.—my beloved happy spot, given to me by God, for a time.

I did not want to take anything because taking things felt like affirming something would happen.
— Audra

When the February invasion began, my children and I had already been evacuated for three weeks. But I left everything behind, including my husband. I didn't take anything beyond clothes for a typical visit to my parents. I did not want to take anything because taking things felt like affirming something would happen.

Then the invaders came and began attacking homes, some with bombs. As the bombs dropped and people fled, I began thinking of my friends and acquaintances all leaving everything behind just as I had done—leaving homes and businesses and communities they had built as suddenly everyone scattered in all different directions.

Now, a bomb has hit our village, destroying houses. At the top of our street is a crater. The activity center of the village has been damaged, the place where just two months ago my children attended art lessons and I taught English. It feels like my community was destroyed in one second.

In the towns north of us, homes have been invaded. I began to envision soldiers in my own home, going through my personal things, discovering who I am, and eating the preserves our grandma worked so hard to prepare last summer.

Another distinct picture in my head is the village in central Ukraine where my husband’s grandparents lived and fought off the Nazis. Ukraine was ripped apart in World War II, and a monument stands in that village as a tribute to all the men who died in that war. Every time I visited the woods and fields of war, I felt the sense of what went on as the Nazis invaded and the defenders of that village fled. Eventually, the villagers fought back, sweeping the Nazis back east.

Now I realize that the woods and fields of war have become my woods and fields.
— Audra

Now I realize that the woods and fields of war have become my woods and fields, and the lake surrounding my house. My happy place has been invaded, the beloved spot where only two months ago I was sledding down the hill with my children, where we were skating on our pond.

God has been so good to me. Though my husband is still in Ukraine, I am in a safe place with my children. My heart aches at the horrible things people are experiencing, the elderly who cannot leave or who are so stressed by having to leave, and the children suffering trauma.

Then I held between my hands the 38 chapters of suffering.
— Audra

And then, I return to the verse God gave me: "The Lord gave and the Lord has taken away; may the name of the Lord be praised." I had such a clear sense of that verse when I received His gift. So, facing the tragedy, of our situation, I opened the book of Job with my children and read parts of the first chapter to explain the story. Then I held between my hands the 38 chapters of suffering. Those chapters are long and hard. In the end, we read how God restored.

We trust our "restoring" God, our Redeemer.

Lord have mercy on Ukraine!

Living With Eternal Intentionality®

How do you respond when you read Audra’s story? What situation in your own life allows you to identify with her loss, her suffering, and the suffering of those she loves?

Ukraine: We Must Intercede

The tragic turn of events by the decision of Russian President Vladimir Putin has already brought incomprehensible pain and destruction. This inexcusable aggression grieves our hearts.

Ukraine is not a distant unknown country to Larry and me. From first-hand experience, we view Ukraine as one of the strongest countries for CRU® ministry, with over 120 Ukrainian staff.

During the years of leading the Eastern Europe ministries of CRU®, Ukraine was, indeed, “one of our countries”, and over the course of time, from our headquarters in Budapest, we repeatedly visited that amazing nation. As a result, we know many national staff personally and are receiving communication which keeps us up to date on their dire circumstances. All of them stand courageous in their faith. Some of them are leaving; some are staying. And, others leave while family stays.

My friend and colleague Svetlana writes:

Emotional toll is huge. One day there will be book written on everything we are going through and what God is doing. Right now is just gratitude for one more day, for 3 more rescued families, for opportunities to help. I don't have illusions. I am not sure if it is not the start of something much bigger than Ukraine ( all signs are there) I have a whole spectrum of emotions, yet there are two things that keep me running: Prayers of multitudes and His grace in the times of trouble.

We are going through a lot, and we need your constant prayers for our emotional health. Pray God would continue working in our hearts, we are like an open nerve. Please, pray for God's mercy and grace for us. Thank you all.

My friend and colleague Audra writes:

Defending Ukraine with Prayer

Desperate Prayer Needed

From a human perspective, Ukraine is going to be annihilated. The invaders have no concern for human life, they will continue to target civilians even when they occupy a place.

PLEASE join us in prayer and ask God for a miracle that the evil and the enemy would be destroyed and would flee.

Pray for the guys fighting, Roma, Valentine, Max, Ivan, Matthew, Dima, Zhenya.

Pray for our ministry staff guys who have not been able to leave Ukraine; right now they are organizing themselves to help with humanitarian needs.

Pray for children to be protected spiritually, emotionally, physically.

Pray for each of our staff families to know and do what God wants of them.

Please pray that weapons and air support would be provided to Ukraine.

Pray for the people in the cities Kharkov, Irpen, Mariupol cities which are facing the worse right now.

Pray for our staff lady, Oksana. We waited three days to hear that she is alive and well. Praise God that she is! BUT we need to pray for her extraction. She is a true warrior for the Lord.

Please pray that God would keep our staff emotionally, spiritually, and physically strong through this. The tolls of trauma are seen already.

Please pray for the displaced families, the wives, moms, and children without their husbands.

Pray for a miracle that this would end!

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So, dear reader, please note that both Svetlana and Audra gave their permission for this content to be shared with you. The ongoing reality in this horrific war—in the face of such unprecedented evil—no place is safe. May God have mercy.


Living With Eternal Intentionality®

Please join us in urgent, fervent prayer before The Throne, that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need. (reference Hebrews 4:16)

‼️ At any moment, you can join people gathered from around the world and pray for Ukraine. ANYTIME. Let me explain: Using this link Ukraine 24-hour Prayer—click. 1. Next, just hover on the link located on the spreadsheet underneath where the yellow date is shown. 2. Then, click when you see http://staff web.zoom.us/ 3. Click and JOIN

Or

To sign up for a thirty-minute slot in the 24-hour Prayer Room Link: If you or friends or church members want to sign up for prayer, we offer this same strategic, ongoing Ukraine 24-hour Prayer, Link. https://tinyurl.com/yh5854at

And, if you feel led, please share with us in the Comments how God uses this prayer opportunity to enlarge the borders of your own heart to fight for His Kingdom in Ukraine.

“Throughout Ukraine’s history, the sunflower has been used as a symbol of peace.” Perhaps you want to purchase a bouquet to serve as a reminder to pray.